grief · friendship · spiritual · psychic

The number 11

Dear Katie, 

I keep seeing 11 past the hour… a lot! 

I Googled and this was my result…

Maybe this is a sign you’re with me pop tart.  In fact I’m going to take it as a yes… that’s you 🙂 

dating · friendship · grief · relationships · Uncategorized

Vomit in his eyes!!!

Dear Katie,

Following on from my last post, I  went on a date with a guy who the first date was pretty good. Lasted 10 hours, which I thought was pretty impressive.

Our second date was going to be at the Oxford Food festival. I’d gone round Nicole’s the night before so was feeling a little tender (nothing a cup of tea can resolve!) and as I was getting ready I got a text from Nathan. ” Can we delay, I did some really bad things last night?” I was like.. riiiight okay.

Anyway, we met up.. he got so drunk the night before that he’d lost his bank card with meant I had to pay for everything, and he woke up with vomit in his eyes!!! IN HIS EYES!!!

Needless to say, we didn’t go on a third date. I have however been on a date with another guy. He’s sweet, and I went round his house yesterday where he cooked me Sunday dinner. We might have ended up being a bit naughty (whoops!)  Remember you went all the way to London to have sex with a guy you were dating. I remember you saying ” Honestly, the things I have to do to get an orgasm!” Hahaha
Miss you.


friendship · grief · psychic · spiritual


Dear Katie,  

Whilst I was home I went to go and see your parents. I always feel.. I don’t know what emotions I have.. nervousness, sadness, grief. Mainly because I have so many memories round your house and I don’t know what I’m going to say to your parents.. all these things go round in my mind, but I want to go to see them because I grew up knowing them too and I’d like to think pop tart that if you were I  my situation  you’d go and see my folks.. I’d hate to not go and see them.

So I took round some flowers. And Your dad was telling and showing me all the new kitchen they’ve got whilst we waited for your mum. It looks very snazzy all white and very modern.

Debbie came in and showed us what shed bought for the kitchen. 

We talked about you and how wonderful you are and how you were robbed of a life. Which always makes me feel heartbroken because you were the Katie we all knew and loved finally and you’d got your dream job and mark who we all loved for you. 


As it says in the title, your dad told me he went to see a psychic and that I should go and see her before I go back to Oxford.  

So I did.  

Her name was Samantha and she was a black woman who did her reading’s in her shop just like in the film ghost! She looked so fabulous with her black and red hair and knee high boots and fancy dress. 

There’s a few things she said. She got it right I was a teacher, and she was telling me all this stuff and she just went “who’s had the car crash?” Completely randomly and it didn’t link into anything. She then said you’re with me which is comforting to know. 

She then went onto say that you’re with your grandad and a dog, and that you wish your mum would find peace with what’s happened. 

But she says your happy, and that’s all I can ask for. 


friendship · grief

Lily’s 30th. 

Dear Katie,  

So I went to Manchester for lily’s birthday. We had a great time and lily, rita and myself got up to some mischief! We also had dim sum where I ate chicken feet…chicken feet! Lily was so proud.  Lily also bought some blow job mints and was offering them in the evening haha.   We also spent an hour in topahop playing board games and not even shopping at all.  

Here’s some snaps. 

fashion · friendship · grief · shoes

Do they not know! #teacher life

Dear Katie,  

I was ‘on call’ today at school which basically that meant that I am to sort out the naughty kids. Well.. I was on call to a student and we played a lovely game of cat and mouse around the school.

I was wearing my pink Kurt geiger shoes and went all on the field and into the woods looking for this child… does he not know that I put my kurt geiger shoes at risk! 

You’ll be pleased to know there was no harming of the shoes!