It’s a new year.

Dear Katie,  

Well it’s another new year. Looking back on my resolutions from last year, I die not do park runs every week, (albeit, i did go running more often) and I did not join a choir or something! 

However I did find a lovely man, and not as I put a dickhead. Haha.

I’m not going to make any resolution’s this year, I’m just going to see what happens. I think this will be a good year… I’m bloody due it! 

It was ross’s birthday this weekend so I gave him a birthday weekend. I took him to some of the markets and then up the shard. It is amazing at night time…

It was gorgeous. And another great thing is that in the toilets, you can pee out to London…

I also realised how cringe/cute I am in a relationship when I was wrapping ross”s presents. I gave him a tag which reflected his presents… so a football mug..

I got him some chocolate…

A car book.. 
And a few others.. how cute/cringe/hilarious. 

Ah I wish I could tell you all thus in real life.I saw a Robin hang around when I parks up with him. I’d like to think it was you poptart.

Miss you xxxx 


I think I found my Mark Darcy.

Dear Katie,  

It was our school musical last week, and Ross came to watch! He even missed the football to come and see! 

I met him outside,  and he was wearing a Christmas jumper with a reindeer on. It was then I thought how Bridget Jones!  

He then got me all this stuff for chistmas….

What a lucky girl I am! 

Ps I hope you came to watch our school musical of Peter pan. 



Dear Katie,  

I’ve been meeting ross’s friends and family. 

I went to my first football match the other day. It was so much fun. Football punters can be so mean to the ref yelling things like “you don’t know what you’re doing!” And those kind of things. It was really fun though.

That weekend, ross then booked tickets for us to go to stonehenge at sunset. It was so romantic and thoughtful and gorgeous! He’s definitely a keeper! 

Look how gorgeous! 

Anyway. I’m really missing telling you about him. I just hope you can see us together and approve. I think you would! 

Miss you xxx 

I have a boyfriend!!!

Dear Katie,  

It’s official. Ross asked me to be his girlfriend 🙂 🙂 🙂 

He asked me very casually and it felt really right. I’m sure you would approve. 

Miss you very much 


I’m finally seeing someone.  

Dear Katie, 

I’m dating someone.  He’s pretty lovely. . We met on tinder and he’s just so sweet! 

Fingers crossed it’s going to go well 🙂 

I actually miss talking to you about this 😦 please give me a sign or something so I know you’re listening.  

Love you, miss you 


Vomit in his eyes!!!

Dear Katie,

Following on from my last post, I  went on a date with a guy who the first date was pretty good. Lasted 10 hours, which I thought was pretty impressive.

Our second date was going to be at the Oxford Food festival. I’d gone round Nicole’s the night before so was feeling a little tender (nothing a cup of tea can resolve!) and as I was getting ready I got a text from Nathan. ” Can we delay, I did some really bad things last night?” I was like.. riiiight okay.

Anyway, we met up.. he got so drunk the night before that he’d lost his bank card with meant I had to pay for everything, and he woke up with vomit in his eyes!!! IN HIS EYES!!!

Needless to say, we didn’t go on a third date. I have however been on a date with another guy. He’s sweet, and I went round his house yesterday where he cooked me Sunday dinner. We might have ended up being a bit naughty (whoops!)  Remember you went all the way to London to have sex with a guy you were dating. I remember you saying ” Honestly, the things I have to do to get an orgasm!” Hahaha
Miss you.


Getting ready for a date…

Dear Katie,  

How many outfits do you think the average person going on a first blind date will try on. In my case yesterday it was…. 5. 

This was the aftermath

Oh boy did I try on a lot of outfits.


I can never get what I want.  

Dear Katie, 
It’s 04:19am and I’m a bit drunk, and a bit frustrated. 

This evening I looked hot. I felt confident in my new outfit, hair was good and make up was good. Very rarely does this work out great… and very rarely would I reger to myself as hot.. in fact any kind d of good vibes about my looks… maybe it’s the alcohol talking!  

My mission of the night was to just get a snog.. that’s all I wanted as a minimum

. A bit of boy attention.. nothing wrong with that. 

We got to the club night and I walked past this guy and he said to nicole “I fancy your friend.. I’m going out but I’ll be back.” I of course got v excited as no one ever finds me hot. 

He came back, looked at me and walked off. I then saw him at the bar by himself and smiled at him… nothing happened!  He didn’t even talk to me.  

No snog, no attention from any guys! 

Like what do I have to do here to get a bit of attention. Online dating isn’t working for me! 

Feeling frustrated that clearly I am going to be single… and if I ever want anything romantic with someone that never happens either… it just seems there’s massive barrier between the things I want and it continously feels I’ve done something wrong in order to not have romance.  

What a depressing blog post this one is today. 


Is it fate?

Dear Katie,

Hello, It’s been  a while poptart. Don’t worry I still think of you everyday, I’ve just been crazy busy!

So, my uni love  got in contact recently. By uni love, I mean the guy I sort of dated on and off for three years, and by that I mean whenever we saw each other would snog each others face off… what a lovely way to say that! We left uni on the fact that we were going to meet up the next day after graduation ball where we decided we really liked each other. BUT he stood me up! He said his phone ran out of charge so he missed our meeting, and because he was in his work experience year in Houses of Parliament, it meant he didn’t have time to see me as he had to catch his train. I remember being really upset because well, it was third year and we both confessed we actually really liked each other! Whenever I saw him, I would always flock to him like a little sheep.  But I always held a little flame for him, but you know knew nothing would ever happen because he lived in Sunderland or Cornwall and the fact he’s a rubbish texter back all added in.


So We’d text a few times recently because he was the Lib Dem MP for Sunderland Hope and something and they’d put someone in his place on TV on the election night who had Paul’s hair and I shared this with him and had a little catch up. Then out of the blue.. Paul text me saying he was coming to Oxford and asked if we could meet up for coffee. I all of a sudden got the biggest butterflies and went very girly! (I really hope he doesn’t see this… that would be embarassing!)

It had been 7 years since I saw him. Loads of thoughts were going round my head.. is it going to be awkward, will we discuss what happened at uni between us, will we have a cheeky kiss, will he even like me in that way, what if he has a girlfriend… all these things! I realised from a “Let’s catch up” text to thinking all this stuff I just need to calm. down.

My mum was very excited about it…. she even face timed me from New Zealand!

So we met at the train station where it was so lovely to see him! It wasn’t awkward at all, and I showed him the sights of Oxford and it was really lovely. We caught up about old friends and uni times. It actually turns out he’s been offered a job in the town where I live!!!! From working in Sunderland all the way to Abingdon where I live!! I don’t know about you, but part of me thinks….Is this fate? Who knows! Ooh and another thing, we went for noodles and then after had fortune cookies. His read that he was going to go on a journey with a girl.

We wrapped up our evening with him offering to show me round houses of parliament,  (How Bridget Jones am I going to be in there.. I have to  be on my best behaviour!) a kiss on the cheek and a text from him saying he had an ace day and that we should go for a drink in one of the lovely pubs in Abingdon one day. Which I think is a very positive outcome.

So, who knows. *cringe alert* When I first saw Paul at uni, we were heading in the club for a night out and I saw him and thought “I must talk to him.” A drunken “Hello” when I saw him in the joint bathroomy- hand washy- area has now led to this and a uni background with him.

I’ll keep you updated, but… yeah… I’m pretty happy.