It’s 04:19am and I’m a bit drunk, and a bit frustrated.
This evening I looked hot. I felt confident in my new outfit, hair was good and make up was good. Very rarely does this work out great… and very rarely would I reger to myself as hot.. in fact any kind d of good vibes about my looks… maybe it’s the alcohol talking!
My mission of the night was to just get a snog.. that’s all I wanted as a minimum
. A bit of boy attention.. nothing wrong with that.
We got to the club night and I walked past this guy and he said to nicole “I fancy your friend.. I’m going out but I’ll be back.” I of course got v excited as no one ever finds me hot.
He came back, looked at me and walked off. I then saw him at the bar by himself and smiled at him… nothing happened! He didn’t even talk to me.
No snog, no attention from any guys!
Like what do I have to do here to get a bit of attention. Online dating isn’t working for me!
Feeling frustrated that clearly I am going to be single… and if I ever want anything romantic with someone that never happens either… it just seems there’s massive barrier between the things I want and it continously feels I’ve done something wrong in order to not have romance.
What a depressing blog post this one is today.