Firstly,I’m so sorry for not writing to you as often. As you’ve probably haunted me (I hope you have dropped by) you’ll have seen I’ve been super busy.
So, how are you? How is heaven? Got any new pairs of shoes yet? Do you have to pay for shoes in heaven? 👠
Did you see Karl largerfield died? I hope you’ve managed to say hi!
So, what have I been up to?
* Well firstly my relationship with Ross took a turn. (He was a Massive dickhead) I kept seeing 11 Past the hour and that means someone is trying to tell you something so I did some investigating and well.. that’s when the turn happened. Let’s just say I sent some messages and was the strong woman – you’d be proud!
He did make it up to me, and worked hard to get me back and we’re back together now, and heading in a good direction I think. (Bonus free holiday to Slovenia out of it!)
Ross isn’t very good as sharing how he feels, but was writing my letters so we’d write letters to each other. After he sent me some gorgeous flowers and loads of other stuff I decided to write him a letter. It was 6 pages.. double sided! It was so Ross and Rachel from friends!
I think something needed to happen. Ross was still thinking he was a 20- odd year old in a 31 year olds body, going solo travelling by himself and still living at home (never moved out) but I think he’s now starting to realise what a dick he was and that if he wants to be with me has has to actually grow up.
Dad had a stern man to man word with him and I think that really hit it with him as there were some tears shed! For him, that means a lot.
I’m not being pyscho girlfriend,but I still am anxious I think it’s only natural to be.
We’re starting to think of living together.. so that’s a huge step for us and Ross and something he wants to happen so it’s a positive move forward… Before he wasn’t really feeling it and I don’t think was looking into the future. It was all travel and having a good time
But if he does it again, please feel free to haunt him 👍
* I took Ross to Ireland. That was fun. I recently watched PS I love you and decided that me, you and Helen are the women. Helen is back in Grantham and I’m so pleased. She’s going to come for a girls night out in Oxford too 😊 hello cocktails 🍹🍸
I’ve been going to the gym super early at 6am. Who am I?!
I can’t think of much else. Work’s stressful.. currently thinking if I should be a teacher and then also dreaming about when I win the lottery what I’d spend it on.
Buy my flat out
Give my family money
Go travelling the world with Ross
Buy a great pair of shoes to go out with the girlsto the most fanciest restaurant and look amazing drinking a cocktail
What would you spend it on?
Miss you, and love you